I wish I could bubble wrap my heart in case I fall and break apart.

Ahhhh, didn't receive call regarding FOC. Knew it, my luck is proven once again! (like how there's only 2 pits for SWSG and we can get Pit B!!! T____T I WANT PIT A!) urgh, 50% chance and still, my luck is really... (Y) :(

^^^ OMG I RECEIVED CALL FROM SRC ALREADY. I CAN'T BELIEVE I AM SELECTED FOR FOC! WOW, FIRST TIME MY LUCK PROVED ME WRONG. FEELING SCARED RIGHT NOW.... 7:30 ON 16TH AUGUST O_O TURQUOISE TOP. OMONA, WHAT I GONNA DO?!?!?!
Time to apply for leave first!

Anyway, I've started working... to fill the pit for 1 and a half month. Till now, I am pretty pleased with my job! The people are awesome and indeed, it is different to work for government organisations, lots of benefits~ I love how we got the drink dispenser... ^^ and how work ends at 5:30pm on Fridays, Thursdays are Active Day so staff get to leave at 4:30 to exercise (mad cool right!) but temp staff don't need lar... $_$ Hmm, it is a lil inconvenient for lunch because the NParks HQ is right smack in the middle of Botanic Garden, lol. Still, I love my work for now! Compulsory morning walks make me happier ^^

My staff pass.

Lunch for the first day of work was food from NUS's The Summit ;____; I never tasted such terrible chicken rice before OTL Anyway, felt a lil sad when the aunt asked if I am a student but my integrity made me said no, hahaha. $___$ wished I can be a student at NUS too -.-

Met my girl for Bridesmaid after work! I love the movie so much! ahhhh, I have yet to watch the last of Harry Potter :( ottoke? :( anwz, I was so chui! I actually pinned up my fringe... yes, baring my forehead O_O The length of my fringe is so awkward D: and... I've decided to cut my hair shorter. I don't know what to do about my fringe though. I love seobb's hair!!! Fei is sporting the same hairdo now and omo, so gorgeous!!!

Seobb's selca.

Fei's selca.

I just died. hahaha. Suicidal selcas they've got ;_____; SO GORGEOUS!!!

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SO, back to my boring life.

Route that I have to pass by if I decided to take a bus home from Adam Rd while an alternative is to take shuttle bus to town/Queensway. Ahhh~ Indeed, nature is remedy ^^

I was 45 min early on the first day ;____; I hate to wait... lol, though I don't fancy being late for work too but still... ^^ hmm, purposely left house later on the 2nd day but I was still 30 minutes earlier and I heard hotcakes calling for me~~~ MCVALUE! ^^ I am a happy girl!

The day my extorted flats got wet T___T It was raining the whole day... took shuttle bus to the hawker at Redhill and I like it there ^^ I love the pancakes~ omnomnom.

On Friday, I thought I was going to be late for work since I left house at 7:45 when work starts at 8:30 and I still have to walk about 10 minutes after alighting D: lucky the bus came shortly after I reached the bus stop and the traffic was smooth ^^

Had lunch at the McDonald's @ Serene Centre. Fat alert T___T Hmm, I love how lunch is about 1.5 hours here ^^

The other temp staff, Jasmine! She loves AKB48.

She is imba, can wear sweater out and not sweat a single droplet O_O 

Pardon my chuiness :(

Omo, ended work at 5:30pm and I v happily board the bus to JP BUT the whole stretch of Bukit Timah Rd got jam O_O Arranged to meet plusx3 at 6:30 but I only got to reach there at close to 7:30 ;____; OTL, my poor girl was sick and still got to wait an hour for me :( :( :(

Today, the 6th of August, is my Mum's birthday! Happy 4Xth! Made a wrong decision to make brunch for the family... failed pancakes.... only the cheese sausages were good. I mean, aren't sausages foolproof? They won't taste bad right?

Very failed imitation of Strictly Pancakes's Snuggle Up! urgh, got the urge to satisfy my craving for Snuggle Up now! fluffy pancakes~

Off we went, for dinner~ Mum is a fan of dimsum -,-

 wayang much -.-

Changed out of the top anyway.

(inserts food pic soon)

 Need.more.sleep U_U

 hahaha first time wearing the skirt after getting it for 4 months... during the class grad trip to BKK!

 Surprised that we didn't fail.. 

yay!

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Now, what's happening right now is nothing is wrong but nothing seems to be right either. I find this even scarier than other sorts of emotions because at least you know where you are but this, you don't even know what you're feeling so what can you do? I don't know.